Unique

I am unlike anyone else I've ever met. Of course, everyone is unique but certain personality traits are common to a large number of people. I, OTOH, must be some 6σ freakshow.

Maybe my miasma of disorders is not selected for. That should they arise in any single individual, that doomed soul is guaranteed not to procreate (either through anti-social behavior or suicide). Comforting.

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My abilities, both mental and physical, pale in comparison to what they once were. Maybe it's a trick of the mind? Declension meta-narrative and all that jazz, but — obviously — I don't think so.

Quake

I was asked to reinstall q3, so I did, and it's since become a huge timesink.

My goal is to be topping out at 200+ for CA games. I'm like 40/50 off that on a good day. Must do more damage...consistently. My entire game could bear to get better but specifically I need to work on my movement and my LG. Right now I use RG as a crutch. That can work okay when my aim is on but, even if it is, rails at close range are a desperate measure (and rarely hit with my low-sens).

Er, need to put together stats logging too.